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What on earth is “Buzzybeehead”

To be perfectly honest with you I have no idea. I was asked to write a domain name, and this is a task that I should never be given. All I want to do is write about what goes on in my head and try and make sense of it. So what goes on in my head, if you’re into visual imagery, then imagine a bunch of bees just flying around in your head. Now bees make lots of “buzzy” sounds or so I think according to the movie. So there you go WordPress, my domain name will be Buzzybeehead, because I reckon I have a bunch of buzzy noise making bees in my head.

Now you may read this blog, you may just be like what the heck and move on, that is fine with me. This is something that I am doing for myself. To write out what is going on in my head, in my life and make sense of this glorious thing called Anxiety. Or at least attempt to.

Recently I watched the movie Julie and Julia, and in there Julie takes on a challenge to cook recipes from Julia Child’s Mastering the Art of French Cooking cookbook in 365 days. And yes this did actually happen, which did baffle moi, a person that can barely boil an egg. So while I will not scare you all with my non-existent cooking skills, I am going to ensure I write at least one blog entry every week. So yes, there may be a few mind farts, some inspirational thoughts, and some get up and stop being overthinking negative nancy. Buckle in, fasten your seatbelts cause its going to be a bumpy ride.

 

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26/3/18

I have been really bad at staying on task with my blog challenge! I got called back into work and juggling full time work with full time study is starting to get to me now. I’m going to focus on getting my assignments done (2 done, 2 more to go!) and finishing work. I think we’ve only got maybe a few more shifts left depending on the amount of work coming through. I’ve definitely enjoyed it and it has been such a nice break from nursing! and even tutoring haha But I am glad I did it despite the short time it is running for as it’ll be awesome experience to put down! I am going to start up my blog challenge again once I’ve done these assignments and its a little less hectic 🙂

Day 14

The best thing to happen to you this week

The best thing to happen to me this week was definitely spending time with my friend today. She was going through a crappy time and I was just all over the place and so I decided to pick her up and we went and got some pizza and just ate, chilled and chatted in the park. It was great! Low maintenance but definitely good for the soul 🙂

Day 13

Weird things you do when you’re alone

Ahahah I have this problem called maladaptive daydreaming (the name provided to me by a friend). Which is where I can spend the whole day literally just daydreaming about all sorts of things and coming up with very inventive situations and stories. I can get very caught up in these daydreams especially if I don’t have anything to do or am around others or have read a good book or watched a good movie recently. This can also result in me sometimes talking out loud haha

Day 12

A difficult time in my life

I really feel focusing on a difficult time will just result in a whole rant about all the difficult times in my life. I’m not attempting to belittle any of it but I guess you can’t really change the past so you either let go and move on from it or learn from it and take those learnings with it. I want to do those things because clinging onto it and just not letting it go has definitely not helped and not made a positive difference in my life. But I can definitely learn a heck of a lot from it. Main thing being that I am stronger than I realise and will get through even the crappiest of crap life can throw at me 🙂

Day 11

Why do you blog

Wow well I definitely fell behind quite a bit. This week despite work bailing on us still felt hectic and I feel I am either coming down with something or just overtired like crazy. I guess I started to blog to have an outlet for all my minds rambles. To write or type it out. To connect with people and have followers I guess was an afterthought but I definitely do welcome and am grateful for it. Blogging is I guess something that I want to use as a way to get away from my day to day ‘busyness’ to use as something to relax me or just have some creative me time. I also do enjoy reading other people’s blogs and have actually liked seeing how people can connect over the internet and the encouragement that exists on these blogs. It’s always nice to read something or about what someone is going through and realising we are all human and we all go through some crappy times sometimes. I defintiely want to blog more regularly haha but also I guess not time pressure myself to do it but continue having it there so it can be a part of my toolkit to deal with those crappy times 🙂

Day 10

What’s in your makeup bag

  • Eyeliner – I normally use liquid but have switched to pencil at the moment.
  • Foundation – which I normally just use if I’m properly going out somewhere but I need to get a new one that matches my skin tone more.
  • BB cream and concealor which are my go tos, includng a powder from Mac and a primer.
  • A eyeshadow pallet I got ages ago from a sale.
  • And lipsticks! which I mainly use if I’m going out somewhere special.

The little makeup bag is from my friend haha and says ‘Flawless’ which is a nice prompt in the morning 🙂 and its also a small and convenient little bag to take to places if need be 🙂

Day 9

What you are looking forward to

Not gonna lie this year ending and hopefully, fingers crossed going on a holiday haha This year I feel will be definitely busy and hard and I am kinda keen to just get going and get the hard parts out of the way. But yea, I am looking forward to being able to take those proper breaks without anything to do. Cause to be honest, at the moment I really can’t seem to find those moments to take a break in my day! I know its only March but I am ready for this year to finish already haha And hopefully break out of this endless circle or uni/school and work and just no real time for myself.

 

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Day 8

Your favourite childhood book

My favourite childhood book would have to be The Magic Faraway Tree by Enid Blyton. I would read these books again and again and must’ve taken them out of the library so many times. I’m not normally a fantasy novel person but this and Harry Potter I could read again and again. This book would literally transport you into another world with MoonFace and all of the kids. I finally a few years ago got my own copy of the books! And hopefully if I ever have kids or nieces or nephews to spoil haha I would love to read this book to them 🙂

Day 7

Photography – Something green

Wee bit of a late post got caught up with work and would just be tired afterwards. It’s been interesting. Definitely love going there and having something to do and meeting and working with people after ages. But kinda annoyed and sad that it might all taken away as they aren’t getting the amount of work they’d been expecting to do might have to do less shifts than we’d been told. Ah oh well gonna try relax and catch up on sleep this weekend and Monday and hopefully I’ll get called back in on Tuesday!

Day 6

Your favourite quote (or quotes knowing me)

These are some quotes from the page a day calendar I got for this year. I really do like some of them and they’re colourful!

“Don’t dig up in doubt what you planted in faith” ~ Elisabeth Elliot

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“Wherever you stand be the soul of that place” ~ Rumi

“Great things are done by a series of small things brought together” ~ Vincent Van Gogh

“Pick yourself up, dust yourself off, start all over again” ~ Frank Sinatra

“The universe is full of magic things, patiently waiting for our senses to grow sharper” ~ Eden Phillpotts

“To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance” ~Oscar Wilde

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“Write it on your heart that every day is the best day of the year” ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

“The best way out is always through” ~ Robert Frost

“If you don’t know where you are going any road will take you there” ~ George Harrison

“Change will not come if we wait for some person or some other time. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for. We are the change that we seek” ~ Barack Obama

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“Say yes and you’ll figure it out afterward” ~ Tina Fey

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